... weeks pregnant.
Fighting to get all my scripts filled because my ONLY insurance company is convinced that I have a "primary" insurance company that isn't them. Oi.. need to get that straightened out.
Tomorrow I go visit with the birth planner lady. I'm not sure what all I need to tell her, but I have a ton of questions about NICU. Maybe since he's stayed in longer than the doctor initially seemed to think she wanted, he'll be able to avoid NICU - either way, I've got questions and I want to be prepared for it if it happens, at least as prepared as I can be.
I've also got another ultrasound tomorrow to check on baby's swelling and my "extra" fluids. On Monday it looked like I didn't have as much swelling in my own body, but tonight I feel/look very swollen. My blood sugars have been a little more unstable this week because of the insurance issue (couldn't refill my insulin) - but we've got samples now so they should stabilize pretty quickly.
I'm anxious right now. I want this baby out - I feel pregnant... you know - sore back, swollen legs, congested, etc. But also I want to see him and know that he's doing well. At the same time, I don't want him out - I know the longer he's cooked the healthier he should be. AND.. okay, this is silly - this is baby #3 but the thought of giving birth terrifies me... do you KNOW how they get out???
I could opt for a C-section, the doctor would be happy with me if I chose that - but it's not what I want.
Friday he'll be officially 36 weeks. Praying that whenever he arrives he's healthy and we can both leave the hospital quickly.